mood: untrusting

I find myself having an issue with trust. I feel as if being nice means you get stepped on. Generosity is not given back as much in this world cuz everyone is for themselves now. That is why it is sooo hard for me to meet true friends who will be there for life. It is hard to see people in that positive light when in the past you have been "used" before. I hate to lose trust especially in my family members, becuz they are the ones that are always meant to be there and telling me the truth.

Even friends, I just cant see them being true to me. Friends since primary school and highschool just dont give it to me as it is. I want people to be true to me, be honest and dont sugar coat stuff or treat me as a naive girl... Cuz I am no longer that person. I hate it when people take you as stupid and do things behind your back, assuming that you will never find out! In a way I feel betrayed and disrespected...but I can only say that much. I cannot give you the story...

Wow, sounds intense. My new entry is intense. But you shouldn't read it. (This has been an un-paid avertisement brought to you in part, by yo mama)
» DeeVeuS on 2005-09-23 01:18:14

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